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i cracked my first beer open at 7:45 this morning...i dont NEED to drink but when i dont drink i miss that buzzed free of care feeling...i hide it from everyone

i cracked my first beer open at 7:45 this morning...i dont NEED to drink but when i dont drink i miss that buzzed free of care feeling...i hide it from everyone

 
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You know what they say, you can't drink all day if you don't start in the morning. Bottoms up.
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It's called Alcoholism. Check it out.
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That's not alcoholism, as described, it's unresolved stress.
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smoke a joint instead, you will still get that buzzed feeling , only better
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You are only fooling yourself, everyone knows. If you don't have to drink, PROVE IT.
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Breakfast of Champions! I think I'll have one!!
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Everyone knows. Just driking one beer smells strong
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No, it's called beer goggles. I need to drink to mount that fat pig of a wife I've got out in the barn.
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I wish I could smoke a joint every day instead of drinking to numb the bullshit this world keeps handing me; but, you know how those a** **** employers out there feel about that! ;)
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I have low self esteem....and I do the same thing to make me feel better..
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You are escaping from reality. Guess what? Life was meant to be cared about and you were meant to feel a full spectrum of emotions and sensations - not just buzzed and care free. Face your life and learn to deal with it. Be responsible and when you feel something uncomfortable tell yourself you can handle it and then deal with it. Don't be an escape artist and don't accept you are an addict because labeling yourself that is just ANOTHER way to escape.
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My Father did the same thing, I can't remember as a child ever seeing him without a beer in his hand............He Died a Drunk at 50... keep drinking and they will be cutting Cancer out of you too. Boozers are Losers..
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