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i have wished he were dead for so many years, now my wish is finally coming true and i thought it would make me happy, instead i just feel numb.

i have wished he were dead for so many years, now my wish is finally coming true and i thought it would make me happy, instead i just feel numb.

 
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That is honest. I can only imagine why you wished him dead. It sounds as though you have alot of feelings and past to process along with the death of him. I hope that you can do that and heal (((hugs)))
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didn't know how good it actually was, did ya. chronic complainer, happy now?
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do you know why men die before their fat wives do???.......BECAUSE THEY CAN !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Maybe you were numb before???
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any plans for that vest...i'm interested, what size is it?
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^size pedophile....still interested?
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^ - duh !!
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We all want to know why, don't we. Speak up people, back me up on this.
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I think that was her dad not her husband idiot and I am pretty sure he raped her and that is why she wanted him dead. She is justified in feeling that.
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The only person who suffers from holding onto that anger is you, the molester doesnt give a crap
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*this is a pic of a little girl i used to babysit for and her father....they are close family friends. he raped me twice a week for almost three years from the age of 12-15 until i finally ran away from home in order to get away from him. fast forward ten years later, and the little girl is all grown up and contacted me on facebook, she is a really nice person who knows nothing of what happened......
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*.......a few days ago i read on her status that her dad is in the hospital for heart failure (how ironic, i didnt know he had a heart) and i really thought it would have made me happy to know he is suffering and in pain. instead i just felt sad for her, and nothing for him other than a glimmer of wanting to ask him before he dies why he felt the need to hurt me so badly. some secrets are better left dead.
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go to the hospital and get a good grip on his balls....then tell him that the shoe is on the other foot now and you are going to rip them off....then let go and spit a good oyster in his face and leave!
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Those secrets are not best left dead. Now that he is dead, give the family a year to grieve and then speak the truth about what he did. Reclaim your life and reclaim the safety all children deserve from these monsters. Chances are he raped his daughter too. Look at the picture again - you can read alot just by looking at them
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1^ shes wearing a plastic smile #1 giveaway!
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this post is awesome
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Prom pic out in the garage- now THAT'S classy. I bet he took her to her first prom on a Harley (nothing like helmet hair). I hope she grew up better than this.
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Probably should have cropped her out of the pic before posting it on the Intertubes. Just saying... not a very classy thing to do.
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Another a** **** giving beards a bad name.
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^^that's why it's called an untold SECRET dumbaSs.....this site is meant to post whatever you want without repercussions.
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So freakin' secret, you took her picture, of her, of her father, AND POSTED IT ON THE WORLD WIDE WEB. You just ruined that secret idiot.
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^just like everyone on this site does??? cause at some point you have to TELL your secret to get it posted dumbaSs!
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^Hey stupid, she JUST SAID up there that she'd never let it be known to the guy's kid. She took a photo of BOTH OF THEM and posted it on something a wee bit more public than My Space. So Shut the f*** up you dumb mother f***ing cunt and f***ing pay attention before you dare speak anything to ME, useless f***.
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^no offense, but rarely do more than 30-40 people view each post/comment.....so i'm pretty sure the op's secret is safe :)
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