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When people walk up behind me it bothers me, I sometimes clench whatever is in my hand in case i need to stab them

When people walk up behind me it bothers me, I sometimes clench whatever is in my hand in case i need to stab them

 
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Stab with a pistol? Harrumph.
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I've dated two men like this, you're not alone. Just keeping watch and making sure you and yours are safe.
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PTSD?
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I always sit with my back to a door, never in an aisle.
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You are smart. No one should ever be more than an arm’s length from a weapon they know how to use. Everyone should constantly threat scan their environment. If all followed these simple rules we would live in a society that was much more polite.
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i carry the one in the middle
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I sit with my back to the wall. I carry more than two finely honed knives. I am big, tattooed all over and the nicest guy you would ever meet. If I'm out with my family and think you mean us harm...then that is your ass.
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I sit with my back to the wall in every restaurant, make sure i can get out the quickest if i need to cause pain to protect others or my family. In trying to help out others in harms way i have I have had a gun to my chest, a knife to my neck. I have been kicked in the ribs trying to stop a guy beating on his wife in the middle of town. i have a university degree, I build houses. i am described by most as a hardworking, head on his shoulders kinda guy. I will not tolerate abuse of power buy anyone, including a cop. i don't fight, i subdue. If push came to shove i wouldn't hesitate to wipe someone out. I don't carry a weapon, never have, not necessary at all. your streets smarts will keep you alive way longer than a shank.
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only a coward walks with a weapon. Theres a real good chance that your weapon will be used on you!
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You are so not alone. I have been growing increasingly paranoid since moving into my new apt. I hear and read so many news stories of women being mugged and or raped. I carry 3 different weapons: pepperspray, a comb knife, and a vile of acid.
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This is PTSD> I know I used to have the same problem. It started when I got attacked by a group of men who came up behind me. Meditation can help. When you're about to leave the house imagine yourself surrounded in protective light. Be alert but lose the fear, it just attracts what you are trying to avoid. Relax you will be fine.
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You are living in what the military describes as a mindset of "orange". The guy who said "only a coward walks with a weapon" is a moron. If I were you I would grab a 15 dollar can of OC (oleoresin capsium...ms) spray from a local gun dealer and drop it in your pocket. Get the 2 million SHU. It is like liquid lava hitting your adversaries face. It saved my life once.
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Unfortunately not an unreasonable felling
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I have the same problem, always looking over my shoulder, always ready for someone to come after me, but no one ever does, but just in case
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I can never understand how people can sleep or even sunbathe with their eyes closed in public. I always keep one eye open. Maybe it's a guy thing. I also don't like my wife going out alone after dark.
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lol... man talk about a bunch of paranoid people.. GEZ I bet you guys have a hard time enjoying life. Sad for you.
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Wow, you've got serious problems. Go live in the woods by yourself.
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I feel that way sometimes.
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LOVE GLOCKS ,don't trust anyone but Gaston....He will not fail you
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I feel the same way you so. I keep knives on me, (my husband won't let me carry my gun, I get too mad too fast). All that, and I still take martial arts.
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LOL. ME TOo!! HEHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Boooo!LOL
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lol i've been the same way since i went to a scool that was 99% black and 1%white/hispanic. not that i have anything against other nationalities but we lived and went to school in the projects in florida. it was way scary
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im paranoid as well and yes stabing people within arms reach well im 2 and o for now allways scann the area first
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ME TOO JUST WANT TO STAY SAFE DONT LIKE PEOPLE TO CLOSE ETHER OR SOMEONE GONA GE THURE IM 2-0
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My entire family keeps billy-clubs or baseball bats in their cars for "emergency" use... too many lazy asses want to rob you instead of working!
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There should be no problems with being aware of your surroundings and being prepared to intervene any caustic situation. Be prepared, not stupid. Things are only going to get worse, not better.
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Holy shit im the same way
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Where do you live that carrying a weapon is a normal thing? I don't get it.
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One day it might be your mum.
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