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I'm taking anti-depressants.  People think I'm better because now I can 'fake it'.  But I still numb inside and want it to be over.

I'm taking anti-depressants. People think I'm better because now I can 'fake it'. But I still numb inside and want it to be over.

 
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i'm so numb and empty inside i beg to die in my sleep every night since i'm 10 years old, i'm 43 now. no one has a clue, everyone thinks im perfect. i just don't know how i keep going.
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Don't give up - keep trying until you get effective help!! Many people love you.
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no one loves you
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Life is tough. There is enough bad news in the world to make anyone depressed. But you can't let the depression destroy you. Focus on the things that once made you happy. Find other things like these, and strive to bring them into your life. Work at being happy again. Happiness is a choice you can make, and it chases out the depression. You can do this.
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i am in the same boat. :(
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Me too, My Prozac just makes me a quiet angerperson. I don't think anything will help me .
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Get off the drugs under a doctor's guidance. They don't fix the problem; they just mask it. They don't even do that very well. You are still aware, but you are so numbed up you don't do anything about them. Otherwise, you are coasting down a dead-end road. There are better therapies than the A/D's.
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There is help out there, I feel as you do, look into "VESID" My counselor told me about it yesterday, it sounds like hope to me.
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80% of America is on mood altering drugs. No wonder no one can drive. Anyway, I went to a GI specialest for a tummy problam. He said it was all in my head and wanted me to take Zoloft. I hate Doctors. I fixed it myself with herbs, diet and exercise. Get off the drugs America!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am a depressed woman also. Instead of begging to die in my sleep, I "beg" for (and envision) cheerful things. I try to make at least one stranger a day smile. Sometimes it is so obvious that no one has even looked at them, that I know I've made a difference in someone's day. Then I know my life has meaning and I pray to NOT die in my sleep. I also have a pet that I adore. And I don't let the outside world cause chaos in my personal world. Feel better
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