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I love my girlfriend so very much. I still sleep with her toothbrush under my pillow. She killed herself two years ago.

I love my girlfriend so very much. I still sleep with her toothbrush under my pillow. She killed herself two years ago.

 
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Would your girlfriend want you to go on suffering in her memory like this?
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Yes,she would want you to live on and be happy.
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God be with you.
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It's not your fault. Don't feel guilty. She was probably mentally ill to do such a thing. Get yourself some help. Life is for the living. Mourn her loss but definitely move on.
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Her journey is complete. Yours is still going. Please don't give up, you have so much strength you don't even know yet! My heart goes to you...
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it's been nearly 5 years for me- I still have his shirts in my closet and wear his favorite boxers around the house.
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Man this is a bad story. Good luck.
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I'm so sorry.
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I can understand your pain. It never goes away, time does not heal it. No one can take it away. You are a different person now because of that and most people will just never get it. It's been a year and a half since my little brother did it and I feel no better. But one thing I hope you'll also come to realize is that now YOU must choose. Watch Shawshank Redemption... "Get busy livin'. Or get busy dyin'.". It hurts so much, but I still chose life... Peace to you.
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God be with you.
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That's heartbreaking, your secret makes me not want to take my own life.
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Please tell your story to others about how it affected you. So maybe you can open up someone eyes of someone thinking about taking there own life.It is not the way to go. I wish you well good luck
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be strong pal, because if you go weak, than you will go nuts, take her belongings and with much respect, burn them, release this burdon from your heart, my girl did not kill herself but she did die in an auto accident. i feel for you brother
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Sorry for you, but move on!!!!
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People don't realize that when a person you loved takes their own life, you have no one to blame but that person. Two years barely covers the pain of figuring out that blame doesn't work. My sister took her life 17 years ago, and though it never gets better, it does get "different"...more manageable. Don't burn her stuff, but putting it away for a few years won't hurt. Good luck and remember to love her always, but you are still alive. Time to start living again honey.
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No matter what the circumstances, it's not your fault. Healthy people don't kill themselves.
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I'm so sorry. I'll say a prayer for you.
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the pain eases as you move on in life
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some people are extremely rude. but i think the message is, it is time to move on. it is not your fault. have another funeral, bury the toothbrush, take a deep breath and begin again.
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it is unbelievable to me how cruel some of you are. Obviously you havent suffered a loss. You will and then you will realize what a total asshole you are.
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Please go get professional help ! ASAP. If she took her life then she also had problems and you are probably better off without her.
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Look upward and onward, toward the future, not the past!
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I am sorry for your loss...
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