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I had the gun in my mouth, I wanted to pull the trigger. The image of my sons mourning their mother stopped me.

I had the gun in my mouth, I wanted to pull the trigger. The image of my sons mourning their mother stopped me.

 
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I think of suicide alot...the only thing that stops me, is the thought of my children.
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for you kids sake please get some help
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Suicide leaves a trail of tears. My friend committed suicide after shooting his estranged wife in front of her parents then turning the gun on himself. His brother sold everything he had just to bury him. "There is no dark side of the moon, it's all dark". RIP Steven.
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that's the only thing that stops me as well. well, my parents' and relatives' grief.
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All I could see was my Mama's eyes.
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You should probably give your gun to someone.
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I have been secretly having suicidal thoughts daily since I was 12. I've never told anyone. Now it's almost 30 years later and I still think about it once a day. I thought it would never show, but recently I found out my 14 year old child has been researching suicide on the web. I think you should get some kind of help or you'll let it seep through to your next generation. Don't be like me.
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Pleaseee see someone to help you. Imagine how it will make the kids feel thinking that THEY werent good enough to stick around for! Get help! They need their mom!
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May Gods Love Be With You..
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I dismantled my gun in 1992 so it would be difficult to use without giving some thought to my actions. I've come close to putting it completely back together once or twice, but always ended up tearing it back down. I am going through some difficult times now, and I hope it stays in pieces.
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This post made me cry. I feel the same way. My kids are the only reason I'm still here.
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OP here, thank you all for your kind words.
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Please hold on.....
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I agree, you deserve to get professional help. What a great legacy to leave your family if you can find happiness again.
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I have 2 sons also and is the same and only image that has ever stopped me, hold on to that, it's the best reason to stay alive. Almost everyday one of them does or says something that I'm thankful to not have missed.-S
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My brother actually pulled the trigger and six years later his children are hurting and they have anguish you cannot imagine. His eight year old daughter cries because she cannot remember her daddy. The older ones are on drugs and dropped out of school. Please seek help. For your sake and theirs. You are loved.
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Suicide- permanent solution to temporary problems
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