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I've come to the realization that being miserable keeps me sane.  I can't handle being happy, it tears me up and makes me do irrational things.

I've come to the realization that being miserable keeps me sane. I can't handle being happy, it tears me up and makes me do irrational things.

 
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me too.. why is that?
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this makes me think of Angel, from Buffy
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OMG I feel the same way. I can't handle being happy so I complain all the time about how I'm miserable. I'm scared to be happy. I mess things up on purpose....
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We are 'damaged goods' from our childhoods. We don't believe we deserve to be happy. And, we are afraid of what will happen if/when we are, and lose it.That's why.
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I'm so happy that you have found the right path for you. (Not my thing at all. I prefer to be happy. Being happy tears up no one. That is B.S.)
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How can anyone be happy being miserable?And is that not an oxymoron.
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