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I tell everyone I am ok.  But watching your friends get shot and blown up is not easy.  Even if I have a happy face, I am dead inside.

I tell everyone I am ok. But watching your friends get shot and blown up is not easy. Even if I have a happy face, I am dead inside.

 
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Thank you for your service to our country. May GOD bless you and keep you in the palm of his hand.
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My husband, brother, father (deceased), and uncle have or are still serving.....Thank you from someone who knows....please talk to someone anyone...keeping in doesn't make it better! Time will help heal the wounds.... Thank you for your committment, dedication and sacrifice....I pray that you find solace
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FIRST OFF, to the person above me. f*** OFF. it's people like you that make men like him feel this way. unappreciative f***head. AND TO THE OP. you ARE a hero.
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Your not dead inside soldier. You think there is no coming back. There is. Find the strength you had in combat and put it to work again. it doesn't matter where. We Trained You, Made you. Molded and Formed you into a thing of Beauty and Precision. Take Back your Life. 3rd Infantry Division’s 1st BCT
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I hope you someday find peace inside and happiness. Thankyou for your service to this country
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I can't say I know what you are going thru but know back home in the us we have yellow ribbons around rees we have magnets on our cars -support our troops we have parades and prayer services you and your fellow battle buddies are in our hearts thank you for defending our freedom
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Though a part of you is lost when you lose someone close you are not dead...not unless you give in to the pain as I almost did. No It wasn't in combat in my case...it was holding my wife to be...helpless to save her as she and our unborn child died in my arms. Know above all else YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
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Thank you and all who have and are fighting for our country, you have sacrificed your mind and body. blessings-S
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May God keep you and comfort you during this time. I have no experience with what you are facing but appreciate everyday the sacrifices you make for our country and freedom. I would bring our troops home if I could.
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You are a hero.I am sorry for your pain.
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This post makes me so sad . You are a Hero Thank You for serving this Country.I don't even know you but I am so sorry for your pain I wish I could take it away.God Bless you Hon.
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you might enjoy henry rollins (poetry, and music) it makes me feel better. stay strong
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MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. MAY GOD HOLD YOU TIGHTLY.
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Thank you for your service. Please get some help. I can't even imagine what you went through but please don't let it ruin the rest of your life. There is help out there.
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God bless you.
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This is a powerful and beautiful post. Thank you. And everyone with a political agenda to he post, please keep it to yourself. This isnt the place or time.
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I have loved and lived with a Vietnam Veteran for 25 years. I know what you are going through. He visits with a group every week to vent his anger and frustrations and it has helped. Please find one and talk it out. He held it in for years and nearly cost him everything. God be with you and thank you for all you suffered for our countries freedom.
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I love you
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hey man my friends a navy seal he probably kick my ass for this we all miss you
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One tour Iraq veteran myself. I know how you feel buddy, God bless you for your service.
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I wish I could hold you and find that gentle place so deep inside. I wish I could look into your eyes and softly stroke your hair as I place a kiss upon your brow and lessen the torment if even for a moment.
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Your not alone brother. Continue the good fight and find yourself again. Do not dwell on the things you cannot change. 25TH ID
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Thank you and may God bring peace to your soul. Thank you for sharing this post. Most every US citizen has or knows someone serving in that horrible war. I can't even imagine what it is like. Just take care of yourself and find peace within. Find true friends who really care for you. Take care of yourself. I wish I could give you a hug. I am praying for you.
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Sending a huge HUG and a heartfelt THANK YOU to you. Pray that you will find peace in your soul. So THANKFUL that you made it.
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Still following this brave man's post. How are you doing ? Hope and pray that you have a good holiday. We are so proud of you. The new year is upon us (6 days away)Wishing you a wonderful New Year...at home..surrounded with people who love you.So proud that you shared your thoughts. Glad so many wrote back to you. Here's a BIG HUG :)
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I've been there, Brother Soldier. It's hard, but it isn't impossible. You're not dead inside, you just have your emotions locked up in a safe place. They'll come out when you're ready, so you can deal with them, one by one. Stand strong. It gets better.
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I am in the military as well and its nice to hear all the nice stuff. I know we feel like in uniform we cant show emotion cuz thats what we are trained to do but its okay to ask for help.. i am sorry
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I hear you brother - stay strong!(US Army 1969 - 1972)
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