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I'm 35 years old and I'm pretty sure I have bowel cancer.  I haven't told anyone because all I want to do is walk into the woods and never return.  Solitude.

I'm 35 years old and I'm pretty sure I have bowel cancer. I haven't told anyone because all I want to do is walk into the woods and never return. Solitude.

 
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Have you been diagnosed...or are you going off a hunch?
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Why are you so vague here? What do you mean you are pretty sure? I was in my late 40s when I was diagnosed with prostate cancer. Unless it is inoperable it is not the end of the world.
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Please go see a doctor.
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I understand your desire to do that, but only if you don't have loved ones who would be even more grief stricken than they would be just by coping with your loss. Remember, the rituals of funerals and cremains or remains are for your loved ones. Not necessarily for you. They need you not to be in the woods, even as green and romantic as that sounds.
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will it hurt when you die?
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At least I'll have tron.
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it could just be a hemroid, see a doctor..
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I wish more People felt like you. I like to think that that is how i will deal with death as well. who the hell wants to go through surgery and all that.
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what is bowel cancer.. like colon cancer?
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Please go to a dr. I lost a dear friend who had never been to the doctor before. He took his own life because he thought that he had cancer. He didn't want to go through the pain and treatments. Autopsy showed no cancer what so ever.
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You are right. Don't listen to these people. I will do the same thing when my time comes. It isn't right what hospitals do to people. It should be illegal. We should be able to choose to die with some dignity, peacefully. You shouldn't hyave to look at your own guts laying in a bed fileted like a fish, it is so wrong! They did it to my mother and they don't close the wound. It's horrible I will never ever let them do that to me. You should be sure though, but no, do not let them do that to you.
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I do not have cancer that I am aware of but the other part was my plan. The woods are beautyful and the trees are calming. Better to die with mother Earth rather than a steril hospice or hospital bed.
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