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You never got a chance and I'm sorry, but I'm grateful for it

You never got a chance and I'm sorry, but I'm grateful for it

 
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I dont agree with your choice, it was poorly made
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Only God can judge you and only you can judge your decision !
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Poor timing is a b**** but I still feel bad for the baby that never was.
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The nurse said go to room 204 and wait. As I entered the room there were three more girls waiting for what I assumed was the same thing I was waiting for. I sat in that yellow plastic chair and looked at the floor. Contemplating what hell would be like. The nurse returned with a cup, at the bottom of the cup, a pill. My eyes swelled up and I could no longer even see my feet. I looked at the nurse and said, "Do you think I'm going to hell for this?" She didn't say anything. She just looked at me and then turned her face. In that moment it really hit me. There really was life in my stomach and I really was ending it. With a deep sigh, I took the pill. Later that night, just like the doctor said, I was in the most extreme pain I'd had ever been. I lay naked on the cold bathroom floor all alone, bleeding and screaming in pain. I made a choice to never ever do that again. Not because the pain (because I truly felt I deserved that) but because of the hurt that radiated through my whole soul. Until your in that place you will never know what it truly means to choose. You will never know the shame and guilt that never goes away. So to say "I hope you die so you can join you kid" f*** you.
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^^^^^ AMEN do not judge until you walk a mile.......
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Abortion is murder. At least the baby is in a better place.
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Abort babies- save the earth!!!
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God still loves you and your baby. He loves you so much that he didnt want you to have an abortion, but now that you have, he wants you to let him love you and heal you. There are many organisations that do post-abortion recovery counselling. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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These people do not know what they are talking about. You did what you needed to do. I did it too and felt (and still feel) just the same as you . . . sad, but grateful and relieved as well. I talked to the baby for a long time beforehand, told it I loved it, and let it go. In the 13 years since that time, I have never doubted that it was the right decision.
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