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i was a 17 yr old boy when i got raped in jail,although ive lived a normal life since,i still cry,,,

i was a 17 yr old boy when i got raped in jail,although ive lived a normal life since,i still cry,,,

 
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i'm sorry you had to go thru this. It's understandable that this would still upset you, but it's to your crdit that you have not become a victim. Tell someone--it will help you get over it.
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Until you let the full truth of what happened enter your consciousness, and grieve it fully without denial, it will always haunt you. A counselor can help you, but this is what needs to be done.
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nobody should have to go through what i did,these two guys were animals!this happened 30 years ago and i have gone through hell over this!one joint and some seeds, rolling papers, got me a weekend of torture,ive been to counselors even a shrink,and i still get mad about it!especially when im alone,
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My Friend's son was in a juvi detention center when some older boys tried to rape him. He beat one of them so bad he was sent to a maximum prison as soon as he turned 18. He's 26 now and it doesn't seem fair that he was sent to PRISON for defending himself against such a horrible crime. I'm afraid of how he'll be once he gets out. You can't be a happy normal person when YOU'RE the one punished for fending off a rapist!
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6th commentor down. Knock off your shit. You have gone to every new post on here today and have added the same comment. Why werent you in school today? Got suspended for being such an ASS! Look who is calling others LOSERS.... You are beyond help!
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i appreciate the positive comments reguarding my predicament,and yes i did fight but these guys were stronger than i was, they gagged me with a sock and had their way with me,i could do nothing,they threatened to cut my throat several times if i said anything to the jailers,it wasnt till after i was home for a couple of days that i realized i could tell someone but who?i was way too ashamed,hell i was scared to death someone would find out at school and that would have really killed me,i was just glad i only had 1 year left of school left
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there is now a program in prison and jails called PREA ,prison rape elemination all officers have classes and are trained to watch for it and inmates are told it is ok to tell and they will be protected and the offender will be charged with rape
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You'll be alright.My brother molested me till I left home at 17 (I'm female) I'm now 48 I still cry sometimes but mainly when I hear of shit happening to other kids.It's like a club you didn't ask to be in and we all share the same anguish.You'll be okay just continue to live your life.
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I'm so sorry. I hope you find peace. Please talk with someone. It is so sick what we as humans do to one another. I will pray for you. God bless
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Hey I was 17 and in jail as a adult for a gun charge it happened to me to . I was overpowered They were bigger I was nothing, I still cry and that was 9 yrs ago. Find Peace Brother! "Break The Chains" Pull The Bricks out of the wall
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im so glad people find the time to make such mean and spitefull comments to this poor bot I am a 28 yr old male who went threw the same hell he went threw you think your shits funny well try being him i wish people like you got it instead of us keep strong guy i hope you may find peace some day it takes a long time i got raped at 16 and im still not over it keep your head up lots of love your brother in pain.
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I was raped also in jail and now i want homosexual sex and know it is wrong but being raped perverted me !!!!! all the doctors are saying i was gay all along !!! but i am 41 and married with 3 children and was normal until i was raped !!!! raping can change you and society has not addressed this !!!! i even talked to women who were raped and now they hate men and are lesbians !!! i dont hate gays !!! i just want to be back like i was before being rapped !!! psychologically, the rape has changed me !!! i have run into tens of peoplke who were raped by a family member and have simular stories !!! i am trying to get this out !!!! there are people out there who were raped and want to change their feelings of being attracted to their same sex but were never that way before the rape !!!! they are unhappy with these feelings and the media and society tell them it is ok to be "gay" even tho they were never gay and were never gay until they were raped !!!!! we do not enjoy the act !!!! it just changed us psychologically in our minds !!!! please spread the word !!!! rape can and will pervert you !!!!
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