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My ex put a shotgun to my head and pulled the trigger. It misfired because I took a pin from it when he threatened before. But I still pissed myself.

My ex put a shotgun to my head and pulled the trigger. It misfired because I took a pin from it when he threatened before. But I still pissed myself.

 
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OP** Yeah. And I've got a restraining order against him. And I moved across the country where he can't find me. It just still haunts me.
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I'd of pissed myself too. Glad you got out.
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OP** Nice trying to scare me. He was a computer Tech. So I know he knows how to use a PC.
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Wow, some people are just too f***ing stupid. Not the OP, just the other responders. I do have to question one thing; after the first threat, why didn't you shoot him?
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how do we know she didnt leave after removing pin and he found her?
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Actually, I was leaving him. He was getting ready to go work, and had a family member picking me up one hour after he left to be safe. He snapped over the shower dial pulling off. I thought he was joking, I didn't know he was mad. So after that, I left. I do admit for being stupid enough to stay with him. It was a hard lesson learned. I was young, inexperienced in relationships. I was highly afraid of failure. I sacrificed a lot to hope that he was what I thought he was, and went against everyone else. I was starry eyed in thinking it was that magic love. I was wrong, everyone else was right. One other event forced me to see this. That's why I was leaving, and I did. I left. His last words to me were "You're lucky." then he put it away. One hour later, I was picked up my family, and left. It's a good point, I don't know if he ever knew I removed that pin. But I was the one who had to teach him how to load it (BEFORE I knew he was abusive. I would have never in my right or wrong mind have done it if I'd of known). Like I said, I learned my lesson. It's a secret site. That's one part I was shamed of. I knew the pin was out and it still scared the hell out of me. I was never bragging. I was just getting it off my chest, because that is what this site is for.
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Maybe you pissed yourself because some part of your mind was thinking, "Maybe he found out I took the firing pin out and has REPLACED it?" I empathize completely with you. I was with a monster for 20 years, had three kids, and was terrorized the entire time. You are so fortunate to have had a family to help you. My so-called "family" did not help me at all. I finally found a way to get out, but not until after 20 years of hell. Congratulations to you and your new life. God bless.
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You knew how to and thought to remove the firing pin from a shotgun bolt? I'm impressed. You deserve to live.
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Loaded or not loaded, pin or no pin, if someone had a gun to my head and pulled the trigger, I would have done the same thing! This should not be a secret. You have no reason to be ashamed. Love is blind. Some never get out of abusive relationships. Congrats for getting out! Your guardian angel was watching over you. Good luck on your new life. I hope you find true love.
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