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March 16th 2008 I had a baby, I never told anyone.I never held her once and every night I fall asleep to the sound of her crying and I hate myself for it

March 16th 2008 I had a baby, I never told anyone.I never held her once and every night I fall asleep to the sound of her crying and I hate myself for it

 
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I wonder where she is?
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Forgive yourself. Some day she will also forgive you.
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Forgive yourself. You did the most selfLESS thing in the world. You let her live and have a wonderful chance at life. I admire your decision. I know it was the hardest thing you have ever done. You did a great thing not a bad one. Your decided to give her life instead of take it away.
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One word, adoption. Think about it instead of allowing your child to go on with someone who does not care about their well being.
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Consider seeing a therapist who can help you walk through some of your issues. Your baby needs and deserves love. In fact, babies can actually die or be seriously psychologically damaged from being emotionally and physically neglected. I don't know where your baby is now, but please get some help for her sake. Or consider adoption. You don't want to live with the guilt and shame of doing irreparable damage to your child.
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Lets she she had the baby in 2007 I'm assuming that child was put up for adoption or she had an abortion either way I think she did the right thing.
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