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I've said I'm sorry over and over. And begged your forgiveness. What else can I do to make you see my life sucks without you. I need you more now than ever!!!

I've said I'm sorry over and over. And begged your forgiveness. What else can I do to make you see my life sucks without you. I need you more now than ever!!!

 
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get over it and move on.
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You can't if I've found someone else...
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You shouldn't have screwed up in the first place. Move on and LEARN from the past!
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you sound like my ex boyfriend and I wished I had said ok and forgave him, now I'm the one who is sorry for not taking him back.
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u screwed up deal with it. lost your chance
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u didnt give a crap wh en he was cryin now u expect him to? eff off!
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It's hard to move on when I want him to get to know his son and grandson. And I've loved him since I was 15. This is killing me!! He doesn't even want to hear from me at all. He had become my best friend and that is a terrible thing to lose. I said things I can't ever take back. I was mad at him. Now I'm just lost without him.
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You have to keep trying. You messed it up now it is totally up to you to fix it.
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How do I fix it when he doesn't want to hear from me. The last time we talked I asked him if he would call me sometime and he said maybe, one day. He said he doesn't read my text, so I told him I would stop texting and leave him alone and he said ok. Where do I go from there?
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^Just leave him be. As hard as it is to accept, it sounds like he has already made his choice, and if you truly love him, then you need to respect that choice. Stop ALL contact with him. If you keep harassing him, it wil very likely just push him further away. Give him his space, and let him come to his own conclusions. You've already told him repeatedly that you're sorry, so he knows. He also knows how to get ahold of you, if he wants to. Just leave him alone. Maybe he'll come around, maybe not. But, honey, you need to accept that often, relationships are beyond fixing, no matter how badly you wish it to be otherwise. It will be hard as hell, but you need to drop it, and try to move on to the next chapter of your life. Let the past die. Good luck with your future.
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Keep trying sistah.I messed up so bad, but my husband took me back.Never give up on true love.
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You know, this would be ALOT more effective if it weren't a secret...I'm just saying.
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I know how you feel. It hurts when they dont open up to you again. I had to go to a hynotherapist to get help to try to get over my love. Somehow he did finally give me a chance again and Im so grateful but sometimes I can see why we shouldnt of gotten back together again but I still love him and would be so broken hearted if he was not in my life.... none of it makes sense. Its so true.... cant live without him, cant live with him.
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Move on. Once trust is gone; it's gone. Forget trying to fix the break. Sometimes it can't be fixed. Reconsider your 'need' for him. Don't confuse this with 'want'. Move on.
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the only person you need is YOU...just stop depending on someone else...live your life, NOW is all you have. there is no 2nd chance.
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He's the one missing out on his chance to know his son or his grandson. I guess I made the right choice by not telling him about his son almost 26 years ago. All he wanted back then was a piece of ass and that's all he wanted 3 weeks ago. He got it now he's gone. His son wants to tell his wife. Maybe he would talk to him then. What a coward!!!!!
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you need to kidnapp him and tie him up and really show him that you really reallycare!!!!!!!! i did some jail time for doing this to my ex bf but with all the guilt and "fake" suicide attempts and pstch hospital stays , he finally felt guilty and came around. you must make him feel guilty!!!! and you will hurt yourself if he wont stay in your life!!!! guilt works on men all the time. try ti get pregnant and he will then be always a part of your life. deont give up. make him think it is his fault. god bless
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