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I have been molested by my next door neighbor since I was 13. I now love him and have moved in with him. No one else knows any thing at all about it.

I have been molested by my next door neighbor since I was 13. I now love him and have moved in with him. No one else knows any thing at all about it.

 
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is brainwashing! if you have kids with this guy you should go straight to hell
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EEEUUUWWWWWWW! Gross, a neighbor? How sad that you don't have enough pride so that you just go with any old pedophile from the hood.
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What you are experiencing is not love, it is essentially slavery. You were robbed of your rights to normal and healthy sexual functioning and now you are serving your master. You really need psychological help and I agree... you should never have kids with this man and also not until you have healed form this abuse. Anyone who considers this to be normal and acceptable is sick and at high risk of perpetuating sexual molestation.
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does he have a tent in the back yard
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Great pic no it is you huh
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it's crazy you call it molesting and love in the same post :(
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ummm...nice ass ;)
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hey admin, are you sure this isn't child porn?
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What about when he goes after your kids?
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^good point!
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You are silly! You know it's wrong and you did it anyway. You know you are being a skank of your own free will now?
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i am sorry
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when i was thirteen i thought i was in love with man i babysat for....you know after he brainwashed me. tried to convince me he would leave his wife and i could raise his kids (huh?) and life would be wonderful!! then i got to old for his taste's....men that are attracted to young girls will always go back to that age group and he will dump you once you get too old for him :(
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She never said she was molested by an old man. He could've been 18, which hell, I'm about 9 years older than my wife which would've put me at about 22 when she was 13...giggity! Anyways, there could be almost any gap in age.
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^but you didn't f*** her at thirteen did you???...and the op specifically stated MOLESTED in her post! thirteen years old are victims, eighteen year old are not a** ****!
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Well you didn't say how old you are now. You didn't say how old your neighbor is/was. I do hope you are consential at this point. Molested since you were 13 doesn't say how many times or how often, and allthough it is still wrong one way or the other, if you went to the neighbor for the purpose of having sex...then you have to share some blame. Good luck, but I feel that because you have psyolgical issues regarding the molestation, you don't feel you would be a good person for another man, so you choose the only path you know...you need to step off that path you are on now and forge your own. Become a strong woman.
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lucky bastard
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It's not a juicy secret unless he's 40.
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OP here, when I was 13 he was 30. We didn't have intercourse until I was 16. Just oral before that.
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wow love that ass ,id do her too
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OP - do you really believe this is OK?
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OP here, Yes I do. He never made me do anything. He has always treated me like I am very special. Any other man I have ever been around has always grabbed my ass
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At least you have the consolation of knowing you have a great ass, if you look anything like the pic.
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I would love to molest you tooo
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U HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED GET AWAY FROM HIM WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ANOTHER KID MOVES IN NEXT DOOR!!! REPORT HIM!
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look up "grooming" on google.....he has made you think it was all up to you....in reality he was planning it since you were 5 :(
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OP Just to answer some comments My home life was much worse than anyting that occure with David. My own brother used to make me go down on him. And my parnts knew but just laughed it off. Once my brother tore my night gown off right in front of three of his friends and was going to rape me. But I fought him off ran to my room and locked the door. My fathers responce was "why did you run away. Your going to get f***ed some time" My parents had an open marrage and my mother used to have sex with men at home and leave her bedroom door wide open. It was a terrible place to grow up. David protected me all that he could. He hid a key to his house and told me when I needed to get away from them I coild go there. Any time I wanted.
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well i believed this post till the op added that last statement now i call it total b.s.
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I don't know why you would doubt it. Didn't you see the news lately. A wife sttod by while her husband kidnapped and held a girl hostage for 18 years I think it was. She also didn't say anything when he had sex with the girl and she had two children. There are lots and lots of sick people out there. And this isn't as sick as that was. Pretty close but not quite as bad.
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I have to agree with the last poster. Why would she feel better off with the pervert David that with her family, if her family wasn't more f***ed up than this perv. The molester was a step up from this totally disfuntional family or else she probably wouldn't have turned to him.
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dave is just as f***ed up as her family. If he knew what was going on in her house and he did nothing about it but molest her too. THis poor girl doesnt stand a chance. now 3/4 of the men that saw her ass in that picture want to molest her too
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this girl was never taught how to receive love the right way and it makes me sad....when you grow up like that you will take any scrap of affection you can get. but one day when she is old enough she will realize that he did play a part in stealing her youth and her love for him will grow cold. i know because the same thing happened to me...please get counseling so you can get professional help sorting all this out. he should have never touched you in the first place, there is nothing you can do to change that now :(
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