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You should have waited. I wanted the exact same thing, why couldn't you see that? You should have been open, we would have been perfect. I wish you well..

You should have waited. I wanted the exact same thing, why couldn't you see that? You should have been open, we would have been perfect. I wish you well..

 
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It really hurts that you shared what you wanted with strangers, and to act the way you have acted to me because clearly you have found what you always wanted and not longer have a need to be nice to me. Anyways I hope everything works out for you, and that you are happy.
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you could have taken care of me, and protected me. I wanted to keep the way we were, but in private I wish we could have been honest with eachother. Thats all I have to say. gbye.
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emily? if you are indeed her, then hello. What exactly was i supposed to be waiting for? I couldnt wait for you anymore. I am behind on living my life, and you know it. please forgive me for any pain i may have brought to you. i will always love you. That is no secret.
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not emily...sorry...
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yeah im sure you are not. it's just wishful thinking i suppose. Anyway. you take of yourself. you sound sweet
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Everything was not my fault, and before you told me not blame myself... That your the one with issues... Reguardless I will move on, but I miss you so much and I don't know how you could have a connection with someone as strong as ours. You were more than my bf, you were my best friend-if that means anything. I am glad to have known you even if it did not work out, but it is not all my fault. You should have been more honest, and also told my why we did not work out a long time ago so I knew rather than make me wonder. Im not going on this site anymore, its just a mind screw. I just needed to get this out. You should have told me certain things, that really hurts my feelings that you did not trust me when I told you really personal things. I thought you trusted me.
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2 up thank you!!
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this post is confusing as f*** huh????
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It means if people were patient we would have found that we wanted the same things in many ways, I was not ready and he moved on. It happened, I guess it is for the best-I just thought I was loved unconditionally... Naive but true, and I did not realize certain resentments were there-if I was told about them and how big of a deal they were I would have changed things. Thats all, last comment by the OP.
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Ahhhhh, so now we know why the guy bolted....sure, it all makes sense now and not even close to my preconcieved notion I tell ya also.....
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I don't care to hear anyone's take. Im strong, smart and independent girl. I am tired of taking all of the blame, if I was not worth fighting for when things got badly or at least communicated to so I could understand than it was not meant to be and I will find better an someone who really appreciates who I am and does not think they know more than me. Its over and that is fine bc I deserve better and I gave better than what I ended up getting.
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Put it in the caboose.
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all I ever wanted was for someone to take care of me, bc I have worried about everyone else for so long. I feel like I was not worth the trouble, but it would have gotten better. I guess my time ran out.
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I wish this was for me but alas I know its not. Perfect pic for my situation.
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Yea to clear things up for anyone who thinks this could be about them, it is about a man who's name starts with an L that should have trusted me more and been more patient, and has since moved on. Im sorry if others were hoping it was about them, that is what is so messed up about this site and why after this post goes away I am not coming back.
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"L" for "loser" this site is messed up. I am saying f*** it! and for everyone who is addicted to reading the secrets of others.. I suggest you look at yourself you judgemental f***ing losers. I was hoping by posting a few I could get some things off my chest, but all i ever got were mostly insults and fair weather responces that any f***ing Dr. Phil wanna-be could give. I am through with this shit. -zane
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if you don't like the site then dont post you stupid bItCh!
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WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! i'm a wack job and no one loves me.....but i like anal
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^ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!1 I have f***ed up teeth because i sucked my father's dick to much as a child!
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L if your still reading this, Im sorry all of my issues ruined everything. Also I am sorry you could not trust me with certain things, my feelings are hurt ect. But I am having a really fun time down here, also I know Joe Robert's bday is coming up... I can't believe that I have known you for as long as I have, and I am happy I do. Take care, and I do miss you and being in your life.
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^this is the stupidest post EVER!!!!!!!!!1
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^You are just a whiny crybaby.
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WAAAAA!!!! i have issues bla bla bla, trust and feelings crap bla bla bla, birthday party for a retard baby bla bla bla, i miss you but you are better off because i am a bore bla bla BLA!
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the best way to know you have found love is to let it go... Old saying but true, if it comes back then it was meant to be. You just need to really move on in order for this to work properly!
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