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Last year was the first christmas I really had the spirit. Now I hate christmas again. I wish you were still in my life.

Last year was the first christmas I really had the spirit. Now I hate christmas again. I wish you were still in my life.

 
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Why does everyone let another person be responsible for their happiness. Get a grip, you can be joyful all alone, and if not then the "joy" another brings for you will not last.
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people come and go from your life. But life is what you make of it.
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i feel the same way. i feel like its you who posted this, but know it couldnt be since you dont do that type of thing. you know im still desperately in love with you.
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^your just a whore, user. he is a cyber player i love him too.
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^2 i shouldn't say that, i am angry, i really do love him but i believe he misses you. love is about acceptance, i just don't want to be played by him however, i want him to be happy. if this is you, sorry, keep him happy. i am ready to accept and move on, i think. as you know, he is addicting. oh well
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Ditto. Christmas gets on my nerves. I hate almost everything about it. But last year, my ex made it special for me. We did a lot of things I normally wouldn't have done or enjoyed. Visiting family. Hot cocoa. Going and seeing Christmas lights. Giving small but meaningful presents. Having Christmas dinner with both families plus a few friends.It was nice.Without her, it's just not going to be the same.
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one person's lost is another person's gain...
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I've tried to be optimistic, like last Christmas and all the days between, but. The best present is apparently for someone that doesn't exist. I feel for ya. As for poster
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Last christmas I had you in my life, had zero bucks. You gave me five. I wish it was last christmas so I could give it back and love you again.
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