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i think of you from the moment i open my eyes in the morning. no matter how hard i tried i can't stop..it's real.

i think of you from the moment i open my eyes in the morning. no matter how hard i tried i can't stop..it's real.

 
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There is nothing quite like this feeling...enjoy it while it lasts.
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^it's been over a year and half, i know i will never get nothing done...lol
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it doesn't get easier as time goes by.
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^^^ hopefuly there with this person and not living without them. now that wouldn't be a good place to be and nothing enjoyable about it.
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this.
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It's real, but it's not going any where.
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would you rather live your life never knowing what could have been? or would you just have the guts to ask? the worst you could hear is no. but what if there was a real connection between you two? don't pass up what could be. miracles happen.
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Ten years from now you'll look back and think, "Damn! What a f***ing waste of time that was!"
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^ Rodger on that big time. Then you have to deal with the "WTF was I thinking" or "Crapola, it was good then, WTF happened to make it a pile of shibtz"?
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^2 nothing is a waste of time if you are happy. i will look back and always remember the feeling, it's unforgettable
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^ yea live for the moment... f**k that i'd rather not know the feeling then to feel the pain of missing someone who never intended to be a part of my life and knew they were only passing through!!!!! myself if i could i'd go back and when face to face with this person i'd turn and walk!!!!! the pain is too much to bare and it's been over a year.
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we bring most of our pain on our self expecattions do us all in at some time
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I wake up every morning and think of someone too. Too bad life isn't what we want. I will either have to be alone or settle and ruin someone elses life. Hmmmm...
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Wimps
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move on-- get over it, something better could be waiting for you but your wrapped up in missing something that probably isnt even worth it.
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^Most definitely! If the person wanted to be in your life, then they would be there giving the best they have to offer. No use wasting time on someone who dosen't appreciate or value you.
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I love you too Jeff
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i wish this was for me but it couldn't be, it's been forever since i've herd anything from that one.
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^ probably b/c you don't know the difference between HERD and HEARD.
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OP here- i'm a female and i talk to this person almost daily, and just like this website, he is my secret lover that i silently fell in love with.;) HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
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^ Didn't they make a song about that? "Secret lovers... blah, blah, blah..."
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dude, you're looking desperate. nobody wants that. get over it. this kind of thing is cute for the first few weeks to see if it's going to work, but sounds like you are just beating yourself up when you could be having a nice time with someone who doesn't hate your guts. now if you do this to the next person, maybe you need to reevaluate your approach to life. we all make mistakes.
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^i'm not a dude, if i was then yeah i would look stupid, i am just in love, and to still feel this way after 2 years is romantic, not stupid tool.
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^You may think it is romantic, but it is really very sad. You need to move on with your life. Just remember...we don't know how long we have...
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^ok God, now you know what i should think. because we don't know how long we have i will embrace this feeling now....
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^Blessed be my child...
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^creepy
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Very, I didn't know there were so many Gods out there. Think I'll draw the blinds now.
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really really real. So strange too.
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^why strange?
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^I see all kinds of things never seen before, patterns, the banal made mysterious.
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^your post is contradictory and not sure what you mean? please elaborate....
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and today...well, i couldn't open my eyes cause they were filled with tears. i will miss what i thought was real.
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^I am sorry for your pain...
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^3 That would take a very long time, probably three batches of brownies.
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^MMMMMMM....Brownies...three batches...sounds good
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^2 i'm game, dark chocolate brownies???
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^But of course! I'll make a special batch of 'splainin brownies just for you.
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all i am thinking about this morning, is that when we are one how the world doesn't exsist for those moments, how perfect i feel. you are the most amazing lover and friend i ever had.
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^Tell them directly...this only comes along once in a lifetime for most of us.
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^how do you tell someone something like that? men can't take it?
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Tell her and with 99% certainty she will RUN in the other direction. Calm down. Young women are not comfortable being adored. It's sad and even sick, but they like what they like to call "confidence", and are incapable of distinguishing between stupid arrogance and genuine confidence. Depending upon the woman, at least until her late 20's, often the early 30's (and in some cases for their entire lives) they'll choose either the stupidly arrogant or "tortured artist" over a hard working decent guy every time.
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^thanks but i asked how do you tell a guy?
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