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People ask me if it bothers me to have killed men. What bothers me the most, is that it doesn't bother me at all.

People ask me if it bothers me to have killed men. What bothers me the most, is that it doesn't bother me at all.

 
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Its because they aren't men. They are targets, the enemy ect. They would kill you if they had the chance. No reason to feel bad.
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that is sad. hopefully you don't have kids...
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It shouldn't bother you. They're there to kill you. You're not a murderer, you're a soldier. If you don't kill then one of your soldiers get's killed.
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People kill animals everyday. We are animals too. Not a big deal especially when you read some of thier secrets, no loss to the world.
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was it your job?
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I take it from your photo that you are a sniper. It is only natural for those who do not know to question how it feels for you to "kill". Do not question yourself for not sympathising with your targets. They would kill you without blinking an eye or losing a wink of sleep. Do your job, Do it well, protect your fellow soldiers and come home safe. That is all that we can ask of you...any other questions about what you did "over there" don't even warrant a response.
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yes, it was my job. yes, i'm a sniper. i don't feel bad for killing them. i feel bad for the ones i didn't kill, and are over there killing my brothers and sisters as we speak.
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"so honey what did you do today?" "oh i killed a whole family of suspected terrorist including their children, i even got a promotion for it!" "good job honey! now you can buy me the lexus you promised me :)"
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Do what you have to do for the country and people you love.Kill of be killed.I don't blame you, I Thank your for my freedom.
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Try to get past it, don't let it overshadow your life.
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^^i bet you would thank the vietnam vets for your freedom too retard.
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I don't care what anyone says.. war is the same as murder. We tell our boys our soldiers... oh it's not the same. You took a life. That was someone's son or daughter, someones sister or brother. I killed someone once. He was a burglar breaking into our home. I grabbed my hubbys gun and shot him in the cheast. He died gasping for air. I have since decided I would rather die than take another life again. War is wrong. What you did was unfortunatly wrong. The Government tells you it's ok, you were defending your country. That would be all good and well if you truly were defending our country. What you were doing wasn't in defense. I'm sure you weren't aware. I'm not trying to bully you here, but I think you should know for the future.. this WAR we are in isn't one of defense. Watch Zeitgeist Addendum. I'm sorry If I made you feel bad, and for being so harsh. You just need to know. Our whole ignorant country needs to know. Before we take any more lives for stupid reasons.
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You're not making me feel bad. Like I said, it doesn't bother me at all. I feel I was defending this country. Just out of sight in that picture is the Bazgal Valley of Afghanistan. This is where Osama Bin Laden stayed and operated out of when he planned and executed the attacks on America. If I thought it was murder, I wouldn't have done it. All I can say is this: imagine your best friend being shot several times, having his head cut off, then being doused in diesel fuel and lit on fire. What would you do? True story. Happened to me. PFC Garcia, Jair, KIA August 1 2008, Konar Afghanistan. Think before you speak. If you're wiling to die to let somebody else who is willing to commit actual murder live, you're a lesser man than I. I wish you luck.
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^1Up. You are an ignorant cow!! Soldiers don't fight and die because the Government tells them to!! They fight and die for EACH OTHER!! You are sent to war by your Government, but that is NOT who or what you fight for!! and no it isn't for God, Mom and Apple pie either. Unless you have been in the boots and face down in the foxholes you have NO business pushing your F'ing opinion on ANYONE!! oh, and BTW, I DO thank Vietnam Vets, for that matter ALL VETS, everytime I meet one.
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To the OP. I grieve your loss of fellow doggies in the manner you described. Having read up on PVC Garcia, it seems as though he, adn the other soldiers killed on that day, were extraorinary individuals.
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^^the idea that you don't feel anything even after being in such terrible situations is disturbing. i really think you need professional help for that because it will rub off on your real every day life too. no one should have to live in a world where they feel nothing. your showing sociopathic tendencies which need to be addressed
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^and i didn't say that to be mean, i just really hope you realize that it is not normal.
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What should really bother you is that your mind now works that way because it was trained to. Did you ever sign piece of paper saying you were OK with effectively being brainwashed? Probably not but that's what the Pentagon pays the military to do...to train people to be OK with killing, to do it as a response with little prejudice.
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...He was a burglar breaking into our home. I grabbed my hubbys gun and shot him in the cheast. He died gasping for air. I have since decided I would rather die than take another life again... Where do you live? I love low hanging fruit.
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^they would of raped and killed you if you didn't first, how stupid of you.TO THE OP: THANK YOU FOR FIGHTING FOR MY FREEDOM, IGNORE THESE IGNORANT SHALLOW PEOPLE SITTING BEHIND THEIR COMPUTERS.
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You are fighting evil. You are justified! Don't worry about it at all!
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You comments don't hurt me, don't bother me one bit. I did what I did, I'm living with it. I did what I felt was right, and I'm proud of what I did. I'm actually glad people are speaking against me, it means that we're not fighting for nothing, my friends didn't die in vain. Even though there are ignorant people, who don't realize that the freedom of speech is not free, the freedom does live on. I've seen how other cultures work, how the people live where there is nobody willing to fight for their rights. Anybody with negative comments, I say you're welcome, and God Bless America.
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Thank you!...From the bottom of my heart
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there's something wrong with u. but then again it's in ur genes [bloodline]. Would you have felt differently if you was at war with FRANCE??? sad part is..... (you probably would)
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Somethings matter and somethings don't, just plain and simple. Only you can decide what matters to you. Stay strong.
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Without Hesitation, Without Conscience. One Shot One Kill.
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Most of the posters have never shot an enemy in war, or had to kill a man to defend their own lives. Millions of Americans sleep peaceful tonite because brave men LIKE YOU SIR, stand on "the wall" fighting in our stead...May GOD bless you, and bring you home safe.
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People sleep peacefully in their beds at night, only because rough men stand ready to do violence on their behalf.
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OOHRAH!!!
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thank you for the sacrifices you have made while serving in our military!!!!!!!!! I am so very very grateful.
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Taliban sux dirty donkey crotch.
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the fact that you say it doesn't bother you but that, that bothers you says that it realy does bother you it's just your way of dealing with it. i'm sorry you ever had to exsperiance it at all.
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^I think i would be more happy if it were France. Those little sissys. The OP should be happy with the comments here. Good job buddy.
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Something about peace only being brought by guns was one of Mao's favorite quotes.
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thank you soldier
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If it were not for our government our soldiers would not be in these situations to have to die.
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^That and your F'ing gas guzzling SUV!!!Everybody likes to blame the government for war, but the truth is, without our massive need for oil...there would be no war....
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^^remember, the government is by the people, for the people. elected offficials. the people are the government.
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Horseshit! You have a choice of 2 middle of the range parties, the people who vote, will vote for college delegates. Those College delegates (whom you do not know) will then make the decision for you, as to your representative. Right? Right! I am not from the States, but that is my understanding. I do know that Democracy is when the Government fears the people, but in your country the people are shit scared of the Government. (PR) So come on in all you clowns, tell me to mind my own business, cos you are all so perfect.
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To all those who have never been in a do or die situation and want to judge this post on your political or what ever belifes F-YOU!! The jest of the post is that it bothers them that they know that under the right setting when push comes to shove they can and will take a life and be able to sleep well that night. So unless you've presonaly have had to find that out about yourself and coped with it in a positive manner who are you to judge. Now go take your Prozac and forget about that annoying co-worker. Some of us have bigger issuse to cope with..... Been there done that
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thank you for your contribution and your sacrifice. arent you lucky to be able to distance yourself from your job this way? i think people would be happier if you were wallowing in your own grief for killing someone who would easily kill all of us. everyone who disagrees- look at your own child( if you have any) and imagine what you would do to protect them. its no different. we owe our lives to this gentleman and everyone like him. im proud of you, and thank you again for all you've done.
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^ Imagine a sniper coming over here, splattering your kid's brains all over your yard for the "defense of their country". Would you give them a high five and say, "That's the way we do it too!" It takes some sick f***ers to apply for a job to kill other humans.
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Rah!
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2^...as a previous poster has already stated...the ONLY reason you sleep safely at night is because GOOD men stand ready to do violence on YOUR BEHALF!! You are an ungrateful a$$hole!! War is hell...and while I don't agree that we didn't start this current war, what would you be saying if smoebodys kid walked into a shopping mall and blew himself up and killed countless innocents for their "ideals"??? You people cannot be satisfied!! You want everything to be all sweet and peaceful and then you PI$$ all over the very ones who give you that peace and sweetness...people like YOU are the ones who should be called sick F'kers!!
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OP here. A couple posts up, somebody said to imagine a sniper shooting your kid in the head and then cheering about it. Do you honestly think that's the way it is? We're all full of bloodlust, waiting for our next kill? I never said I enjoyed killing. As a matter of fact, I don't. I never like killing. But, every man I have ever killed was purely in self defense, or to save the lives of others. NEVER have I killed for enjoyment. I once killed a child. He was about ten years old, probably hadn't hit puberty yet. We were giving his family food, when he came out of a doorway, and shot my machine gunner in the head. He then turned his AK-47 on me, and it became him or me. On his feet were the shoes that the man he had just killed had given him the week before. That's war. Fuck the politics, f*** all the whos, whats, and whys. I don't know about all of that. I know war.
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OP again. I didn't share this secret to start a political debate. We all know the politics of this war are completely backwards. I do know that if you've never been there, had your boots in the sand, with rounds coming at you, you simply have no idea what you're talking about. I firmly believe that what I'm doing is right, and that I am backed by many good, red blooded Americans. The reality is, without war, there simply cannot be peace. This country was founded through war, our freedoms paid for by the blood of soldiers before me. All of you pacifist, hemp wearing, electric car driving hippies can kiss my ass. If you don't like it, go live in Iraq, or Afghanistan, or Somalia. Maybe then you'll understand what having a standing Army, ready to fight on your behalf really does for you. We live in the greatest country on Earth. That doesn't just happen. You enjoy your freedoms, sleep peacefully at night without the worry of somebody coming in to kill you because you belong to a different tribe, or a different religious group. You feel that this is a right. It is not, freedom is a privelege. You are blind to reality. Truth is, I am reality, like it or not.
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^AMEN BROTHER!!!!!!
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2^ Go blow your own brains out. What a waste of human flesh.
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1^...You FIRST!!
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There can be no peace because of all the f***ing wars.
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I'm just glad my great-great-grandfather fought for something that actually meant anything to this country. Hopefully, he sniped one of your relatives.
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^to the OP. Inactual fact Americans do not seem to sleep peacefully at night without the worry of somebody coming in to kill you. It seems (from outside USA), that you are all paranoid that someone is going to get you. You all carry guns for self defence, and have the highest shooting homicides. All the big cities sound like "Tombstone and Wyatt Earp material". And then when you are awake, your kids can be blown away at school. It would be the greatest country on earth, except for its citizens.
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^ Don't forget... except for all the illegal aliens... too.
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See, most Americans have the right to bear arms. Which, in effect, makes our military obsolete when it comes to protecting our private property. You dumbf***s can go play war games overseas. We've got it under control here.
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Wouldn't you rather "pilot" a Predator drone and kick some major ass with never being in any danger. Guess you couldn't pass with a high enough ASVAB score, grunt. Hope you don't have a wife or kids. They would deserve better.
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^1 You sound you know just enough to be dangerous....however, those who's MOS's are infantry have to pass even higher psychological tests to be Snipers than those who play "video games", ie: flying a predator drone....it doesn't take a strong person to push a button and kill someone 10,000 miles away without EVER seeing the toll of your actions...it takes one Helluva man to look at someone through a scope and know that they are seconds away from death...and STILL pull that trigger...I would suggest it is YOU who should refrain from breeding as it sounds like you are a retard who still plays HALO but isn't MAN enough to actually enlist and do it for real...
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^ Don't worry, God will sort you out with all the other senseless murderers. One way ticket to hell, for you. Have fun in that lake of fire.
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OP here. I love it. Never expected this reaction. I'm okay with myself, I sleep well at night. I am against violence. However, sometimes it is necessary. I have never committed violence against somebody that wasn't a direct threat to innocent people, or other soldiers. People against me pray that their relatives may have killed one of mine? Or suggest I commit suicide? Think about that one for a minute. Who's the truly violent one now, and who's on their way to hell?
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And yes, you're right. As a sniper, I had to go through an intense psychological evaluation. I had to go through a year long process to obtain a top secret government clearance. I had an ASVAB score of 98. Graduated high school with a 4.0. Gee, I wish I was smart enough to play video games for the Army. Then I could just sit back and let other people face the danger for me. That would be something to be proud of.
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Not everybody in America carries a weapon for self defense. If they did, this country would be even better. Instead, the government decides to make even stricter laws against law abiding citizens, while the criminals still have weapons, and pay no heed to the laws. They are, in effect, taking away it's citizen's right to self defense. Look at the statistics of areas with right to carry laws, and the effects on crime. Pretty amazing.
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make love not war <3
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There's nothing you can do, but you can learn how to be you in time. It's easy.
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Justify premeditated murder any which way you want to. Sooner or later, you will meet your maker. Then you can explain it all to Him.
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^1 Give it a rest, already...your lame ass peacenik arguments and "one day you will have to explain your actions to God" BS is pathetic...you have the freedom to say whatever you want because REAL MEN and WOMEN gave of themselves to ENSURE the freedom of America. You and all those like you will NEVER appreciate the sacrifices that were made for you until one day you wake up and all those freedoms you take for granted are gone...and then you will piss yourselves and ball and cry and wonder, "Why doesn't anybody DO SOMETHING????"...Well, the MAN who posted this, did something...He went "over there"..He did what had to be done...he watched his friends die..What did you do for America and for your fellow citizens?? OP...If I could stand in front of you, I would give you a crisp salute, a pat on the back, and a sincere Thank You...and that would NEVER be enough to convey the gratitude that I feel for you and your fellow soliders for the sacrifices that you have made...Thank you, Sir!!
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BTW...I posted the comment 1Up...And yes, I probably WILL go to hell....But that is my problem...NOT YOURS...and for all you "holier than thou" a$$holes...I'll say hi when I see you there...
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Your CINC is doing his job in taking all our freedoms away. Little by little, inch by inch.
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^BS...If you think you are losing your freedoms and say and do nothing to stop it, then you deserve to lose them...see my post 2up from yours!!
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Civil War in America? Part II? People are getting tired of this bullshit. (Again.)
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OP here. To those that support us, I thank you. You're the reason we're fighting. And to those who don't support us, you're welcome. You're also the reason we're fighting. Protecting your freedom of speech. Enjoy it, please.
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^We do enjoy it. You do what you've been brainwashed to do, and we'll do what's right.
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^1 Waste of good air....
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Speaking Arabic would suck. I'd prefer German.
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Don't worry the bible thumping idiot is probably jerking it to child porn right now so he is going to hell also.
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^Well, you are jerking it to just about anything that breathes or moves...who are you to talk?
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Hey sniper dude! Thanks for everything you've done and I mean that from the heart and soul of my being.
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Stay strong brother - and thank you for your service!(U.S. Army 1969 - 1972)
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Thank you for your service brother! (US Army, 1969 - 1972)
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^ No, you're an ignorant AMERICAN. The government DOES initiate and carry out all military operations, indirectly. These wars are began under false pretenses, and never accomplish anything more than several thousand lives lost. Only a f***ing moron still thinks the way to solve the worlds problems is through use of excessive force and billions of dollars, dollars that could be fixing things, not destroying things and killing innocent women and children. You've gotta be some dim witted red neck, confederate flag on the back of your pick up, with a bumper stickers against immigration. A cave man.
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