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i just spent over an hour looking for my old posts from over a year ago. i didn't find them, i'm in the same place i was when i posted back in the day. FUCK ALL

i just spent over an hour looking for my old posts from over a year ago. i didn't find them, i'm in the same place i was when i posted back in the day. FUCK ALL

 
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*****Bookmarks. Did you use an account? If you email me i can try to help you find them.
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Handsome man! I hope you are in a good place in your life, and have someone to kiss those gorgeous lips of yours!
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i agree i'd suck on them for an hour :)
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See? It can't be all bad if you already have two women interested after 1 bad pic!
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how do we know thhey're women?
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Well Im a woman and my first thought was, Damn this guys is Hot!
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location?
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you look like my baby's daddy...lol is that you Mike?
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no
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What a dick.
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So, you're blaming the world for the fact that you can't solve your own problems?
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your a dick! i blame no one but myself for hanging out with such riff raff. lol, you last two have so much to learn...
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but your so pretty
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i'm sorry your past year hasen't been so good. wishing you a beautiful year this one and those to come : )
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I have to say that I was just feeling sorry for myself. I am still in love with her but I love myself more. All in all it was a good year minus the silly tit for tat with her. (eyeroll) The good thing about life is that we always keep learning new things. I'll do my best to be a better person and not let other people hurt my feelings, after all we can't controll the actions of others.
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yoy know not evey time we are hurt means we are feeling sorry for our self, it's ok for you to admitt that you felt pain. there is nothing wrong with that. we are all human and will exsperiance that in life, it doesn't mean you were feeling sorry for your self. you have feelings and your going to feel. why do we always act like we are not allowed to feel?? why has the world taught us that we arn't sopposed to when god gave us a soul to feel??? i've been there and reciently ( i'm not even sure i'm out of the woods yet)and when noone allows you to feel it just makes it that much harder to rise above it.
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5^ I'm a dick??? I don't know who you are or what has happened to you. You left this as such an open post that this is all I got out of it. If you had refered your other posts, that might have changed things. Hey, if life has been bad for ya, then I'm sorry to hear that, but since you didn't say what it was, I don't know what to say. Your post just sounded like you were blaming us for not changing your world.
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12^ and all who followed suite. wow, you call yourself a women and use the word hot to describe the man in the pic!the man in the pic is handsome from what the eye can see but he's not a piece of meet! he's a man with feelings and a heart!! as you can read he's been realy hurt!! have some respect, the last thing one whos hurting as he is wants to be told he's hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! post: i'm a women and sir i do apologize from the deapth of my heart for those who lack the ability to see beyond the outer casing and to who we realy are, which is whats inside. i truly hope you find peace and healing.
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you say a tit for a tat that don't sound good. is it that bad that it can't be worked out?? i'm going to share with you something a wise women once asked me when i was crying, i said "i love him" she asked me "what is it you love about him?" after time and lots of pondering, sadly i couldn't come up with one thing. you see i then began to relize i wasen't inlove with him but the dream of the life we were sopposed to share. i was in a whole lot of pain and just miserable, i felt like my life was over. i've learned to forgive and move on with my life but not befor facing god ( i'm not religous but i do hear god when he speaks to me) and being willing to listen when he speaks which was.. i had to take some responsability. god said... that he sent many road blocks my way to detere me from that path but instead of seeing the warnings i found ways to avoid them. if i had listened i wouldn't be where i was. god doesn't speak untill we are ready to hear him. it took me 2yrs to hear that and it was truly a miracle, instantly all that hatred, pain, misery, unforgivness i'd been holding, washed away, gone just like that. no one can take what god has for you! you yourself can't even mess it up, you may take several detours to get there but if you look to him he'll direct your path. god bless and peace fill your heart n soul.
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The guy who posted this is still looking for the jar of vascilene to use on the big butt plug to stick up his ass. Probable spent an hr looking for it too.
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^ you know it's hurting people that hurt other people. if you don't want others at least those with a brain to see your having issues, you shouldn't anounce it. this guy could be full of it but at least give this post the bennifit of the doubt, what you dish out is what you'll get in the end!!
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^I think that was the point he was after, getting it in the end.
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lol, in the end. I have made a list of good and bad, the bottom line is i love myself more than i do anyone that wants to hurt me. as soon as i'm over it, i'll be over it. thank you again for all of your wonderful advice.i wouldn't mind being a peice of meat every now and again.
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I am a woman, and wrote that he was hot. I am going to apoligize since appearantly that was rude and uncalled for according to the lady who posted 6 up. I am sorry if it offended the OP. I thought it was a nice thing to do. Since I was unsure of the original posts that you were referring to, I allowed myself to comment on something completely superficial. I enjoy compliments when I am down, I shouldn't assume everyone does. I don't know how to live without unintentionally being a worthless dumb cunt. Sorry.
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^Actually I said he was handsome, excuse me. Deepest apoligies for my stupidity and lack of feeling.
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Anyone have a gun I could borrow?
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I am the op, and it was flattering to read all the positive comments on my looks. Thank you. I've also posted my myspace url, please add me as a friend and pay no mind to anyone that has nothing nice to say.
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I called the Op Hot! Yep I did! I sure dont mind when my bf calls me Hot so I really dont think this Hot Guy took it as an insult either!!! What a dorky b**** who complained about my post.
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yea i know the feeling, sometimes life seems to stand still.
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i hear jealousy from u bitter posters. sad sad sad. this guy is a looker. does that fact make anyone else uglier? noooo. just insecure.
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^ honestly,you believe that one can be insecure by another being attractive?? looks have nothing to do with it even when someone is jealous of anothers looks. if your not secure with who you are from within then everything will cause those already exsisting insecurities to surface
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op:we've all been to the land of insecurity. to knock some one else for it proves that your still there. i was very insecure for a very long time. i'll soon be back to the man i am.thanks for saying i'm a looker, i'm going to hit the town tonight. lets see how i do...
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SO wait, people actually go back and look at their comments? That's absurd to me. Dude, sorry you are hurting still. Life will change when you want it to change. Take as long as you need.
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It would be absurd not to go back and look at my comments. Have you read any of my comments? Why would you want to miss this?
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I suppose it may not be as absurd, I came back to see who commented after me just because and didn't find anything amusing therefore I will not waste my time going back to old comments or posts. Peace playa!
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4^ hitting the town to see how you do?? doesn't sound like security to me..but selfishness in finding it. good luck working that one out while you create insecurity in others.
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so OP how did you do???
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i had a good time with some friends. nothng crazy. 2^ how dare you pass judgement on me. the good thing about life is there's always a next, and we never know what's in store. you want to judge me because i'm being optimistic? save it, you know no better.
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Must be a lot of fat-assed white jigga-luvas on here. He looks like any other gorilla NBA-wannabe on the street.
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what the hell does that mean?^
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well theres at least one redneck idiot white kkk sister fukin moron on here too....
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^ Yeah, but I wouldn't f*** your black sista, that nasty ho.
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what makes you think I'm black? what does it matter if i was? why are you scared of black people? when your stupid, its for a long time...
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^You're a wetback with ginormous lips and a wide-assed nose?
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like I said. When your stupid it's for a long time. lol
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^As we can tell by your use of grammar. Lifelong affliction for you.
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Thanks grammar cop. Do you really think becauce I failed to hold shift down that my point went misunderstood? For a second do you believe being a racisit and falling into this divide and conquer mechanizm makes you smarter than the next person? Have fun picking on grammar and not seeing the big picture.
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^YOU plus ARE equals YOU'RE, MORON! You apparently fail at a lot of things in life...
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hi op came back to check on you how are you doing?
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Much better thank you. How are you doing?
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bored i guess.
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Yeah, me too.
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I come back and check posts from two years back and comment on them, so there.
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