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my life, i feel as though i'm in a hurricane, and have been for some time now. surrounded by people with no real connection, invisable.

my life, i feel as though i'm in a hurricane, and have been for some time now. surrounded by people with no real connection, invisable.

 
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Hopefully you have settled in comfortably in the eye, where it is calm. I really don't feel to much connection to other people any more, myself. Actually I am less tolerant, and know too much for my own good.
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i'm trying to stay in the center but some days i fail miserably, the weight of everything gets to be too much. the knowing to much, find the paitents to enlighten those who are willing to listen to the wisdom you've been giving. just remember not all have the gift of wisdom so it'll take time for the seeds you plant to grow.
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Scrape the longer germinating seeds lightly with sandpaper to speed up the process.
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this post is about a single mother, not by choice. who was a stay at home mom for 16yrs to raise her own and took on everyone elses. my life was my kids. anything that got in the way of that got pushed aside. now i have no real training, at least not to the worlds standards. my house is falling apart, the roof needs replacing, entirly! the mold from it has caused issues with my kids and there isn't a damn thing i can do about it! the eletric in the house is so old that it's a fire hazzard and can't be used, the plumbing needs to be redone, my car also needs transmission work, eletrical work and all the normal up keep after putting 30,000 miles on it. the irs is telling me i owe them for the year 08 and i only made 4,000 that year! we have no extras just whats necessary for living and it's a struggle to pay the bills. have lost a job or two because my kids came first. i don't regret that, my first and for most job is being a mom. there is nothing greater i could achieve. even still some days i want to scream!!! i'm only one person. there is noone else, it all lies on me. it's just me n the kids!
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You say your priority is your kids and that's admirable except that part of being a parent is giving them a decent place to live. Sounds like where you are living is a dump, unhealthy, a fire hazard and seriously dangerous. That is not being a good parent.
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West "by Gawd" Virginia at its finest.
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^2 up. She seems like she's doing her best. What about child support and alimony though? That's gotta be easier than me working multiple jobs.
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