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I miss my husband. I hate him for leaving the way he did.

I miss my husband. I hate him for leaving the way he did.

 
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I hated my ex-husband but sometimes wish we were still married so I could stay at home, not work and have babies..
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I get the feeling that he died, and that the cause was self inflicted. I'm sorry for your loss, and know that if he had a chemical inbalance, or manic depression, that its not your fault. He is at peace now, and time for you to move on, as hard as it will be. Best of luck to you.
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Thank you, Nearing the two year mark. Amazing how things have changed and the obstacles along the way.
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suiside is a sin...and the only people that hurt are the ones left standing and wondering and.........coward if that was the case...I feel sorry for you and your/his family..
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When we loose someone love it Burns a hole in our HEART
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When we loose someone it Burns a hole in our HEART
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It is not a coward that kills himself, it is someone hurting so so badly that they cannot believe that this pain will ever stop. Taking that first pill to overdose takes so much courage because you know it makes you a loser for all eternity. Fortunately for me, it was God's plan that I live. I was hiding in a place no one should have ever found me, but they did. 55 Vicodin later, one stomach pumping and weeks of waiting for my kidneys and liver to come back online, I am better off. I sought help and learned that all emotional pain does get better but only with time.
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Nearing four years. Life is good in all aspects except for that emptiness. Spring is the worst time for me couples out walking holding hands doing things together and I just watch and dream. Where are the decent single guys in my age range? I meet plenty of married or gay men. Younger guys are the only ones that ever ask me out, they may be sweet yet too persistent. Really I want someone to grow old with someone who has life experience behind them, not someone who is cute charming and 17 years younger than me. I don't go to bars and internet dating has been less than effective in meeting people
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