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I think I may have cancer.  I am only 41. redoing all the tests....so scared...i dont want to die.  my dhea is 600% over, my white cell count is so high..alone.

I think I may have cancer. I am only 41. redoing all the tests....so scared...i dont want to die. my dhea is 600% over, my white cell count is so high..alone.

 
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I'm sorry...hang in there and good luck.
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With todays medical advancements cancer isn't always terminal. You being scared is understandable. You may be facing a tough stretch of life ~ be strong and do as we all should ~ cherish everyday we are given. Wishing you the best
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May these worries, just be worries and may they prompt you to live your life with the intensity and passion you feel is missing now.
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I'm sorry may you be one of the lucky ones who survives.
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take it one day at a time....
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Live your life like every moment is a treasure. My aunt found out she had pancreatic cancer and 4 months to live. They called it almost to the day. It is much better to have the opportunity, than it is to die in a car accident, especially if you have children, or a spouse to help each other prepare, accept, and learn finally how to live. It's only tragic from most angles, not all. It could be a gift. It could. I'm sorry though.
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May these worries, just be worries and may they prompt you to live your life with the intensity and passion you feel is missing now.
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Sending prayers your way, hang in there, and God Bless
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Just think of all the little kids who die from cancer each year. You should feel damned lucky to have lived as long as you have. Quit whining and live.
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i'm praying for you... you aren't as alone as you think...God bless you!
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Stupid person to tell you to stop whining. They dont know what their talking about! I feel your pain and fear. I too had to redo test for cancer just recently. I will pray for you!
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^Guess what, a** ****. My Mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. She didn't b**** and whine about it. She put it in the hands of God and her doctor's treatment. She has a strength that f***ers like you can only dream about.
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^ your mom most be so proud of that special way you have with words.
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i'll be praying for you too...talk to god..you are not alone
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Talk to GOD??? Say what? If you believe in GOD then wouldn't he be the one that actually gave you the cancer? Whatcha gonna say to him? Your gonna put it in the hands of GOD? The doctor can help you, but your GOD is only going to give you peace of mind.
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OP: to the two rude people, i am not whining nor b****ing. just venting. how dare you have the nerve to say the things you have said. i think you need more prayers than i do. at least ill die a man and not a child like you.
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^A very young man, at that.
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indeed. why post something that causes further hurt?
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Keep your pimp hand strong!!
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I wish you well hon. But please know medical treatment is so much better now then it was before . I pray you do not have cancer but if you do a lot of times it can be cured now. To the person that says God gives the cancer No he does not . Bad things happen he does not make them happen but he allows them to happen so we will put our faith and trust in him. I am not really religious but I just had a medical problem myself that at 41 I never expected either and I lived to be here today to comment and offer support to those that are down. Hang in there hon. It will be okay
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Many, many types of cancer these days can be dealt with through medical science,and many people live healthy lives despite it. Don't give up hope, live life to the fullest and love until it eclipses whatever else is wrong.
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My mother is a 7 year survivor of cancer, it has spread from her ovaries to her lymphoids..pretty much everywhere..but she has the right attitude..is a fighter and you wouldn't believe after all the chemo and radiation how healthy she looks and how full of life she has..you can make it bro..just FIGHT!
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Don't worry, some illegal alien will probably run a stop sign and end your life for you.
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You are someone who could benefit from medical marijuana. I hope you live in California or another state that has it
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I cannot imagine how it must feel to cherish one's live and want it to continue and then learn one has a debilitating terminal disease. I am SO sorry you carry this burden. I wish comfort and peace for you and those you love.
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Keep the Faith young man. I'll keep you in my prayers.
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