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I was raped frequently as a lil boy.  I have so much hate in my heart I can't describe it.  I thought fighting in Iraq would help..it only made things worse

I was raped frequently as a lil boy. I have so much hate in my heart I can't describe it. I thought fighting in Iraq would help..it only made things worse

 
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this is heartbreaking. can i help you?
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My heart goes out to you, having a little boy of my own. I will pray for you.
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People are evil.
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oh my gosh how awful. please get help and find peace, at least in the knowledge that it was not your fault! if you can, find the bastard and press charges, I don't think there's a time limit.
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I'm so sorry. xoxoxoxoxoxo Thank you for your sevice to our country. Thank you for keeping me and mine safe. I pray you find someone to help you heal your heart.
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I was raped as a little girl I know it probably was worse for you but still I understand I am so sorry that you had to endure that. I have a son now and I guard him with my life. Please get better. I dont know you but I love you for being so strong and amazing and always remember it was not your fault.
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May you be blesses with finding peace in your heart and mind. That is truly awful. I am grateful to your service of our counrty. Please be safe and keep in mind that our past does not make who we are, it is the present. You are clearly a brave soul.
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me too, why can't we get past this shit? all we're doing is keeping the memories of these monsters alive. there must be a special hell for these bastards...i hope so.
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is there anyone who was not abused as a child? it's a horrible thing, and adults often look the other way, if someone did that to one of my kids (they're all grown now) I would f*** him up so bad, and i'd f*** with him for the rest of his miserable life. Be strong brother, try and not let that bastard's memory ruin your life.
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I was molested too.. My therapist helped a lot. It wasn't YOUR fault. Pray for the sicko & try to find peace. Read a good book called, "The Secret."
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i was too, and 35 years later i still cant let it go, i try and try but it still haunts me and i just cant seem to get my life in any direction. I feel like its a failure over and over again. but i still keep trying to get past it.
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i'm with you, the same happened to me.. and now that i'm 38, it still finds a way to hold me back. i'm so filled with rage and anger, i can't rest, i can't relax... and i don't think i know how to love. i feel your pain, but you have to be strong. maybe therapy, maybe religion?
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I will pray for you. God Bless you!
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I feel for you please seek professional help and put yourself through lots of time with a eal good experienced psychotherapist
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YOU are too smart and brave for that to get you down...I know it must be hard but u have to remember it wasn't your fault. Only time will help you in finding peace.. Good Luck!
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This is heart-wrenching. I'm so sorry you had to endure this, I'm sorry there are people like this in the world. I will pray for your healing.
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pray to God. He will heal your pain. Or go to therapy or talk to someone it will help.
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I'm so sorry to hear about your pain. I work with boys who have been raped/molested and some have even molested others because of it... I know the pain and confusion it has caused...My heart goes out to you for all of the anguish you have endured. Forgive the people that did this to you so that they don't have power over you any more. I know it's hard, but forgiveness = freedom.
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