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I don't love my oldest son. He reminds me of his rapist father. I tell him I love him daily. I will NEVER tell him how I really feel. God Forgive Me.

I don't love my oldest son. He reminds me of his rapist father. I tell him I love him daily. I will NEVER tell him how I really feel. God Forgive Me.

 
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You had a choice to abort him, now is to late. Just deal with it and love him. Blame the father not your son.
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Who you calling a cunt, me who posted the first comment or the OP who HATES her son.
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Does junior know how he came to be?
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Please, please do not hate your son because of the evil of his father. He is a part of you. The making of his personality and emotions will be reflected by the one who raises him. Do your best to let go of the nightmare that happened to you, don't let the rapist destroy the rest of your life, or that of YOUR son. God bless, and the best to you both.
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Send him to me...I will love him.
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The poor kid is not the rapiest jerk that created him. Hopefully you don't take it out on him for who his father is because a friend of mine was treated that way growing up. Her mother beat the shit out of her and treated her like garbage because she looked just like her father who she divorced. That girl grew up to be a crack headed hooker that's got organ failure at 40 years old. Hopefully you treat your son really well so he can grow up to be a great person and not another rapist!
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If you cannot find it in you heart to love him..... who will.....You shouldnt raise him and rob him of something so important.
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Try to keep in mind that he is NOT his bio father. That man was only a sperm donor. YOUR boy is a completrly different person with his OWN soul. If you can't get over this, please get some counseling.
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^ He IS his biological father. Get your shit straight.
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Then give him to someone who will love him.
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Poor kid
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My son is the result of a rape. I do not know who the person was. My son is 16 and he is a wonderful boy. I do love my son and I have blocked out where he came from because he is mine. ALL MINE. Please do not look at your son as his sperm donor was. Yor son is also you. What would happen if your son died. I think you would miss him. GOD BLESS YOU SWEETIE AND YOUR WONDERFUL SON!!!!!!
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You should have given him up for adoption so someone like me who can't have kids would have a son they would adore without regard to whose sperm conceived him.
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