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My father raped me now I'm afraid to change my nephew's diaper. I feel perverted to even hold him sometimes.

My father raped me now I'm afraid to change my nephew's diaper. I feel perverted to even hold him sometimes.

 
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The more you hold him, the more you will get over it. And the fact that you are already monitoring yourself is a good thing. I was that way with my son. Now, I can wash, change or tickle him without much worry if I've "crossed the line". I know I won't abuse him. But I will always watch myself like a hawk. He's worth the effort. :)
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OP I would never ever hurt my nephew in any way. And I'm not attracted to my 1 year old nephew. I love him, its hard to explain what I'm going through right now. But my nephew is not in any risk whatsoever. Its not an asscrack its a gallaxy. My nephew means the world to me.
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^^that was so rude i hope you left testicle rots off and someone shoves it down your thoat and you choke and die on it :( to the op i understand what you are going through.....dont let what happened to you alienate your relationship with your nephew! he deserves to have an uncle who is not afraid to love him and you deserve to be loved by that precious little boy!!! good luck and i hope you find peace.
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^you are one sick fUcK. i hope you never breed!
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Talk to someone, you aren't to blame.
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The OP said the pic was a galaxy - get your mind out of the gutter. OP - you are going through this for a reason and it is because you are healing from the abuse. Thanks for at least sharing what you feel here. I promise you it will help others to heal from the same thing you went through
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Did you work in my kid's daycare?
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OP I'm female.....Everyone assumes that I'm male. Not sure why.
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YOU DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT PERVERTED!!!! YOU WERE BETRAYED, GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK, DON'T CARRY ANY RESPONSABILITY FOR WHAT HAPPENED, IT WASEN'T YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!!
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^You rock!
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Me too.
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I was violated a few times by differnt people growing up. your normal, you don't want to be like them.
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