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I want to die.  I love my children too much to do that to them so I suffer through each miserable day, alone in this darkness that is my life.

I want to die. I love my children too much to do that to them so I suffer through each miserable day, alone in this darkness that is my life.

 
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okay hun im usually not so critical...and ive felt this way before but OPEN your eyes! You are NOT alone you have KIDS...spend more time with them. Suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do. How would your knids feel if they knew u wanted to die?
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your a mom most people cant get that if i were you i would be the happyiest person in the world
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Why not stop focusing on yourself and what a victim you are and just say f*** allllll that shit and enjoy your kids because they actually LOVE it when you do that. This is all your choice. Bad shit happens but you HAVE to remember it could be worse. it could always be worse and it could always be better!! Take it for what it is, your kids didn't choose this.
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You only go round this world 1 time. You have a choice, learn to be where you want to be and go there, be happy and enjoy what time you have left, or continue down the path you're on. I know you might feel like there's not way out (hence the way you feel), but there's always a way out of where you are...it takes effort. The first step is to look around and point out what you are thankful for (like your kids).
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things do get better. and things will be okay wherever you end up, but you wont know it if you check out early. and you wont know how great your kids will be.
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Speaking from the same viewpoint: I know you have it right. Do not do this to your children. See a doctor, This has kept me at least away from the barrel of a gun. I am not happy, but I am surviving. But do not do this to the children. Live for them, get them going, as healthy adults. Then come back here. MAybe you and I can figure out a cool way from there.
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^@^ you sound like a whine whore to me. are you?
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they make meds for ppl like you.
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me too that picture looks like the answer, i just lost my lover because of some messed up sh*t...i don't want to go on either, i can never have another lover
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Its love you are missing,pure sweet love from someone who knows. Find that person.
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So saddened to learn that your life is so painful. Bless you for upholding your responsibility to your children.
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everytime i view this, it looks more and more like the answer, no one will love me. i wish i would of had my children, this would of never had happened. you are fortunate please don't do it. you are lucky
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Me too. Each day is hell and heaven willing my son will never know that about his mother.
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Just do it!!!
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What's for supper, bi tch?
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live your life. find things you enjoy doing. take negative thoughts, people, enviornments out of your circle. Open career and education doors....its the most amazing thing!!! If your more creative minded take up a musical instrument! It soothes the soul. I was you.
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