When you committed suicide, I was both devestated and relieved. Devestated because there where no more chances, and relieved that you wouldnt hurt us anymore.

They wanted me to come back to work,But I told them I had enough. Now they fear I will talk. But the talking has all been done. The time is running out.

I survived Americas dirty little secret, and I AM NOT A VICTIM, nor an alcohlic, nor a welfare case.

I got married at 19 to the love of my life, but I can't sometimes help but wonder if there's life out there.....

Everytime I see you I only see a drug addict not the man I loved. I will never trust you again.