My 38 yr old b/f cheated on me with a 25 yr old...I don't get mad I get even.

IM SO DEPRESSED AND SAD INSIDE THAT IM AFRAID TO TELL YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR LOSS A FEW YEARS AGO. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. I FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT YOU DURING THE DAY

I am 50 years old and still don't give a shit about much of anything.

SOMETHING HOPEFUL ON THIS SITE--I SEVENTEEN, MY PARENTS ARE DEAD, i HATED LIFE AND LONGED FOR DEATH FOR 2 YEARS BUT i HAVE FOUND HOPE IN GOD.

I want you to be with me because you love me more than life itself, not because you have a fear of being alone.