I tell people i dont want to get married or have kids, because i dont think i will ever find someone who wants to marry or have kids with me

I needed the money so bad I sold my virginity for 150$ at the age of 14 so I could buy food for the rest of my family. I've never had sex since.

My life would be nothing without drugs and alcohol.

Now that I have found this site, I cry reading them, but it keeps me from blowing my brains out.

Sometime I wonder if I am only the girl you f***, never the one that you want to marry.