Working as nanny to an adorable child has made me realize I REALLY don't want kids. I don't know how to tell my husband... he probably won't understand. At ALL.

I wont start living until Im a sz 4. I cant flirt or have fun until I lose 20 lbs. Ive said this for 3yrs,every yr a new goal. It just occured 2 me that Im sick

My life is falling apart. I feel like I need to be high/drunk to get through it. The pain is tremendous, and being high lessons it if even for a bit. I need it!

Ever since I was raped by a black guy I've been nervous around all of them. They have always been very aggressive with me and I hate it. I carry mace now.

I cant stop thinking about my ex , its been 5 yrs since he held me last . I think I'm obsessed w/ him .