no one knows how alone and suicidal i feel all the time. i put up a good front. im sick of all this nothing.

You said, What part of separation don't I understand. I said, What part of for better or worse don't you understand.

I may have be born of this earth. but if you are my friend you know I am far from here .....

im so happy with you, i feel like i never have before... my willingness to open up to you scares me, the demons in my closet will ruin everything...i love you B

Thought I no longer loved her, told her so and she left. My heart and my mind lied to me.