The man I was died the day I pulled the trigger for this country. I left, but never really came back.

It's so hard for me not to get turned on by this picture, even though I'm a girl. I know I'm gay, but even in school when i see a big butt I get turned on.

I tell myself life would be better with a boyfriend. But I'm just miserable when it comes down to it...

I told everyone, including you, that I didn't love you. But now deep inside I think I do more then anything.