When i praise others constantly, I feel loved by all . ..vs, When i am by myself, i feel defeated, and alone

I always told my friends that I didn't want to be with you and I did not care about you, now that you're gone, I want you back so bad.

I'm a guy who pretends to be friends with a lesbian couple and secretly has a crush on both of them. They told me they are 80% gay. I'm hoping for that 20%.

I stole money from my ex boyfriend, not because I needed it. But because he choked me during sex and I felt I deserved to be paid for what he was doing to me.

I'm a lesbian; my husband doesn't know...