One day I'll get better.

I hope.

I proposed to her. When she left me I was hurt but relieved. I am now with the right one. The untold one that probably drove us apart and I love her.

I think my life will be more worthwhile if I forget everybody, everything, and let myself become homeless.

I'm tired of trying so hard and going backwards...

I drove her away on purpose.

I knew what I was doing that night in your truck. Me: drunk,upset You: deaf to my many NO's. Revenge: I called HIS name a lot. Hope it still rings in your head.