saturday night, she's already asleep. i need a release so i guess it's up to me... f***en prude bitch

I always had a crush on u, but u r only half my age. u never married.Now I am a widower and would luv 2 b/w u but u prob dnt kno I exist. Someday mayby.

I live in a dream world..Where I continue to pray for things that are extrodinary. Some how, I seem to see my dreans coming true. Others think Im foolish.

My older brother died 15 years ago. I think about him everyday, and wish that we could be men together, talk about marriage, and work, and drink beer etc.

Even tho i have a big family I feel so alone in this world.I feel as if no guy wants me.I fear that will die alone and be known as the crazy cat lady.