U really think I tricked her into living here? She hates your wife & loves U 2 much to say so. Use the time 2 work on ur marrige. U came as a package deal.

He is abusive, and I am stuck here for now. He has taken my self respect, my money, and my independence. I secretly hope he will die of a heart attack.

ONE DAY IF YOUR WORLD CRASHES DOWN AROUND YOU I HOPE I CAN SAY NO TO YOU

I dreamt you looked me in the face at a deep river and told me I could cross it alone, I could. Why have I turned away from the 1 person who really looks at me?

My life seems like a plane crash, parts of me everywhere, most of me nowhere or unidentifiable.