Sometimes I feel as if I'm waiting for the world to end. Which forces me to try and rush my life along. I'm genuinely happy though. 11:11:11 12/21/12

I have a wonderful BF, beautiful child, but I can't enjoy life because I'm terrified of all the bad things that could happen to us.I pretend im ok.

I want to have sex with other men. And I want my husband to watch.

I can't figure out why he loves me...but he does. He saves my life, everyday.

I want to have sex with a women. Not because I'm lesbian, but because my boyfriend is not satisfying me and I hope he wouldn't consider that cheating.