I'm trying to cope with the fact that we just want eachother for sex. We will never love eachother. Why do I feel so wrong?

my husbands exwife is so awful. Everytime i hear an ambulance i secretly hope it is her and she can't be saved. i have never felt this way about anyone.

I drink to quiet my mind.

I regret I never asked my ex-girlfriend to marry me when we were sitting on the Sugarloaf in Rio watching the sunset. I miss her so much.

"Use this day wisely; for by tomorrow, it is gone forever." -- I love this quote, even though it depresses me to think about it. How can I hold back time?