everyone thinks im a nice guy but im not. I do really really bad things. There is a monster living in my head.

I'm a female but I love to watch gay male porn. It's a huge turn on for me but I have no idea why.

I make up secrets to tell my girlfriends just to smell their hair. Girls hair smells sooo delicious!

I only wanted kids in the hope it might make up for my own life... They do

I can't stand the thought of being alone. I'm probably going to marry someone I'm not in love with. I think I was cursed to never be with the one I love. Life Sucks.