When I masterbate I fantasize about your mother

I'm in love with the FedEx guy!

The love of my life left me for someone else after 7 yrs together. It still hurts knowing he wanted to do everything w/ her, and never wanted that w/ me.

I am very shy around women. A lot of it is because they want a man with money, hair, body, and a big p****. I wish they would love me for me.

I am so afraid of being betrayed or abandoned that I push people away before they get close. I'm alone & forced to face myself, a person who I really hate.