I put up walls after my lady of 3 years cheated. I finally let a women in and she left with out a word. ITs been a year. I still think of her daily why?

Is it a secret? Or do the ladies know that when they take their close off and stand by the OPEN window, There will always be someone watching. OH YEAH

I have realized that Im very unimportant to you, reguardless of what you say when you come back. Why is that, when I have given you my all?

My dad was a drunk and everyone in my family covered up for him. Now he's old and we have to take care of him and I don't want to....

Im still in love with my first....after 10 years, i still think of him daily.Met up with him about a year ago, didnt help any.