I just dont know if i believe anymore

incest stories turn me on, but have no sexual feeling to anyone in my family

My husband had affairs and confessed them in detail because I asked. I now fantasize about them when we are having sex...he has no clue.

Keep your disgusting sticky little monster away from me. If I wanted to smell barf and get touched with filthy hands I would have had my own.

My life is falling apart. I feel like I need to be high/drunk to get through it. The pain is tremendous, and being high lessons it if even for a bit. I need it!