I stood you up for one night hoping to take place of all the others I spent alone...

Often...even when others are around...I feel so alone.

I would love to bomb my motel business when the place is empty. It has completely destroyed family's life. I know I would get off scot free because I'm nuts.

I made him cum twice in a row last night...I didn't even know that was possible for a male, let alone that I could do it

I loved trying to make love with you again. To feel your body against mine was sheer passion and lust. It felt just like it did the first time 22 years ago.