I am stuck in the dark recesses of my mind and do not know my way out. I need out!

I'm juggling several women at this time. I never need to sleep alone, and usually don't.

But I'm more alone than anyone can imagine.

I'm scared that I like it

their music saved my life.

I try to make everyday better, but you always wake up mad. You say if we break up I have to leave you, but you say you can't stand me. Ours son is 2. I love you

I want to leave my nose picking, farting, foul mouthed video playing husband..But I am too ugly and fat to ever find love again..so I stay..disgusted at us both