My cat got hit by a car last week. I dont think I'll ever recover from the pain of him being gone

I can't do this without my rock :(

If you knew I was a heart beat away from shooting you between the eyes, would you still treat me the way you do?

I'm really sad

I don't understand, its my life. People say "look at the people you will hurt" So I must live unhappy, because they will be hurt? Its my choice if I wanttoendit