I'm afraid of my depression.

Why does it feel that a close family is really a family that's millions of miles apart in life's empty broken vase of tiny pieces? I feel unraveled in emotions.

I have developed a serious fetish for sex with Grannies!!

why? why did I have to fall for someone like you? I am dead inside, never to be able to make love to someone like I need too. I am so empty inside, dead.

I always assume I'm smarter than people I'm talking too.