everyone thinks im a nice guy but im not. I do really really bad things. There is a monster living in my head.

I broke into a house when I was 18 and killed the dog to impress my friends. I still weep for him and cant forget.

I slept with my girlfriend's mom.

I told my husband he was my -first. I hope he never finds out, he was my twenty...-first.

I kicked a retarded kid in the nads for no reason as a kid. He didn't tell on me, even though he was smart enough to. He never told a soul and neither did I. I still admire him for it.