4th grade - fell in eternal LOVE with you. At 19 I could've made LOVE to you... I didn't. 36 now, regretting my marriage and thinking about you every day!

I can't fall asleep unless the TV is on. Not because I'm watching it but because my own thoughts are too stressful.

A part of me hates everyone I know. Part of me hates me, but you'd never know.

I gave a guy head on the bus trip home. I never did get his name.

I miss you so terribly big brother.... Nothing is the same without you and never will be.... How do I find joy in my life without my best friend?