I love you my pretty wife, for everything you are to me.............period

When I get really drunk, I find myself standing in front of the crapper yelling at the toilet water. My wife found me doing this once.

I'm very involved with a wonderful man but I still think of you, and our time together, but I lack the courage to change the path I am on.

He's giving up everything for me but I still dream of you, think of you, feel the connection we had. Every day.

I am feeling more and more insane in this world as the days go on -- thinking about dying every day and how peaceful it will be.